catfish-eyeballs

Its been so long since ive written anything or taken any photos, i dont feel like me, its hard but i guess this gives me time to think and really express myself when the time comes. Its hard being away from the one person that understands me the most, i miss dancing, singing, being CRAZY its going to be amazing when i get home. I dont mean to sound like i hate it here either, because i love it. its just another path and i know that each step takes me further in life.

its two days until i graduate from here, when i think about nhow far ive come it amazes me, yet all i can think about is getting closer to you. its hard being far away but in a way it makes me stronger to know that i can be this close to someone and be so far away. Soon enough i will be able to see her face, and hug her and dance like a gypsy again. i bought a ukelele and a harmonica and i have my guitar and camera so i will be at home soon, hopefully she will be here. i love you. xo

i have been gone over a month now, it feels like i have been without you for years, i have never been so close and connnected to anyone in my entire life. it is as though i cant function properly and there is always the thought of you with everything i do, play guitar, harmonica, listen to angus and julia stone, watch tv, dance, sleep, eat.. its fucking crazy! i am completely in love with you, i miss the days where we did everything so spontaneus and we would randomly go skateboarding and we would jump on together at the same time and half the time we would be screaming the whole time aahah. then the days we sat in your backyard playing guit